What did you expect the first time you played ? Who got you to play? What did you wear? What gun and eye protection did you use? Where did you play? I had a bf at the time who wouldn't stop talking about it. It sounded kind of silly to me at first running around with fake guns getting shot ?!? Like really!?! Dint sound like my cup of tea well the whole getting shot part. I have been shooting real guns since I was about 7 or 8 and I really liked it so I thought okay ill give it a shot. I got some cheap Walmart camo pants and I put on my pink running shoes and my black and my black and brown striped hoody. He letme borrow a paintball mask (that kept getting fogged) and he gave me an AKs , he told me that if I liked the game I could keep it as my first gun. They let me use a wrap around protectant vest so that It dint hurt to bad and I was off. The game was a backyard game and it was awesome!! I got the first kill of the game and I was hooked played every weekend after that .